SHRMZB 24'

Salamm, hows everyone's rayaa? i hope its been great. It has been sooooo hot during ramadan but it started to rain during raya Alhamdulillah Allah's mercy kan. But its still hot that me and my sister and my cousin decided to install aircond at our opah's house. On malam raya. We installed it right before raya, thankfully someone willing to pasangkan for us. May Allah bless him. It took him so long we slept so late. 

My ramadan and raya went well. thanks for asking. My ramadan was alwaysss so fulfilling with my aa plus champs (my girl's community). and Allah have helped me a lot. Alhamdulillah may Allah allow us to meet another ramadan. 

(Do you know that a person who met another ramadan enter jannah before those who died shahid? Thats how special ramadan is) 

These 2 cats have been sleeping buddies the whole day everyday. It was their special spot

We've escaped the raya traffic, BIG ALHAMDULILLAH. I had fun with my family, feeling closer than before. I tried my very best to socialise and i think im improving ngl. I have one 4 months old cousin who is sooo freaking cute i was soo geram i cant leave her. Hopefully the next time I see her dah boleh berjalan dah. 

I've helped my makcik preparing her raya cookies order, and I went to bazaar (atlast) on the last day, naik motor with my makcik. She was waving at everyone she met and I was just there...........waiting for abang tu bungkuskan air kelapa. 

One abang was like talking to his partner to talk in KL to me bcs i didnt understand "Mung keno kecek luar ni dio tok pehe", i was like "Excuseeee me, bang saya faham". And they laughed. i dont think they believe me. 

I know my kelantan okay, but i dont know why I cant bring myself to say "Bang, nyor so" instead of my "bahasa luar", "Bang, kelapa satu". it soundss sooo weird and fake and feels like the whole kelantan will laugh at me. But i understand very well. 

well atleast its better than saying "Kelapo so", like my brother. lol we laughed so much. A+ for effort though. 

I dont know if its because of my mom's stern order not to spend at bazaar or the inflation, or im already matured (ceh), im not interested to buy anything from the stalls. But bcs I was so ngada to go, and my makcik even layan me to bring me there with her motor,  I thought to atleast buy one. so i bought one random, i mean, 4 sticks of bakso bakar. Seeing them pour the sauces killed my appetite but it was actually quite good. I suruh my family to finish it, told them it was "meatball". 

it was the night of the announcement and guess who were left out basuh pinggan kat dapur and missed out the announcement? me. I was actually really looking forward cause I saw the Arabs didnt see the anak bulan yet and we might have one more day to ramadan. Dissapointed with my siblings sbb tak panggil. as always. 

this was the night we installed the aircond but I've cerita-ed it awal awal cause im not cohesive.

hot kelantan

My first raya went well, the aircond took the biggest factor of it. though i started to worry about their bills. My baju, which I bought at the last minute suprisingly matched so well and comfortable. We wore green btw. My selfies were all tahpape but its okay. 

I didnt ate much? bcs im weird i dont like raya foods. but it was sedap okay. The sambal was pedas gila, sedap. but OH, this raya i didnt get to eat my laksa penang?? unlike last year i had thrice a day....boo. but atleast I got my laksa lemak. or laksam. or laksa kelantan. 

We played mercun, i mean not we, that little boy. I was just watching from afar. His father was so adventurous i was thinking to myself "this budak mmg ikut ayah dia la". *geleng kepala* He was playing with the mercun mcm gun like, idk but it was so scary. My overthinking mind could never. He was like "kakak buat la jugak", no man no thank you. And he started to acah acah point the gun at me. Thats it, im going up the house. "Aniq maing la sorang", he lives in terengganu. Cheeky. 

and theres the usual mercun naik atas tu, that was fun. 

"Kawin dengan ore kelate meme make jeng la" 

and I had Nad at my anual maklong's open house (which, we're free to invite anyone). it was so fun having her i never thought she would be there, at my kampung, during raya? a 25 year old me will never believe. I dont know but I was so excited to have her, but she was LATEEE i asked my maklong. 

"Boleh lagi ke ni kawan nak dtg? makanan mcm dah nak habis"

"hooo marii la, pergi masak lagi" 

So I got my ass up to the kitchen, wear the apron, ( i wore it before to basuh pinggan eh), #rajin and cooked bihun goreng for them. It was a mess la kat dapur my cousins had to join to help hahaha. And I also served them (oh, nad and her husband) the limited-edition-dapur-only cocktail. nad was still hungry (apparently my bihun tak cukup) I brought her to my another makcik's house cause they serve nasi kerabu. Atleast her 1 hour journey from pasir putih to pasir mas was not a waste. 

I got like RM25 of duit raya. wow. Sikit lagi nak nangis terharu. 

taman laut was suprisingly fun

We went to taman laut to get our kirim-ed sambal daging and my mom belanja me kaftan batik. that was nice. before we went back to KL on the 3rd day of raya. 

Seriously, the kerajaan need to re-check their holiday allocations. Atleast give us a week to raya man. 

anyway i think my raya went well, alhamdulillah for everrrrything, for my family, for the foods, for the car, for the aircond, for the hujan rahmah, everything. My eyes went blurry when I wave them goodbye. I hope I can meet them again very soon again. And I hope Allah protect them there. 

and oh, selamat hari raya guys. Please forgive me if there's anything I did that offends you or anything not nice. Please invite me to your open houses. especially if you cook laksa penang. 

thats the mercun i was talking about. that yellow one

selamat hari raya!

ps: i think this post is very short, very random and very not well written so pls forgive me i'll do better. ah, i need to pick up my books back.