write!!!

as i was going downhill reading through all of the old bloggers' cool post and laughing bcs of their cool jokes,  i can't help but wanting to be cool too. I can't hide my coolness. The world need to know that im cool. so i need to write.
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I am not sure if that belief of mine is valid now that I don't even know what to write. maybe i am cool, but my life is not. I can't draw..i dont even have jokes to make. I do have quotes i love, but that too, was not from me. ahhhh useless brain *hitting my head*

if only i can turn back time and creep into these generous blogger's house and sit right next to them with full attention to what they're doing and just copy everything they do or even take a stroll into their i guess, colorful mind so i can get a little more complex mind that now. that's not a weird idea at all. 

but i do have some wishful thinking though. I really hope people leave social media and jump on the blogging tide back. cmon, it was cool back then. Although twitter is basically the same thing but shorter, if not, cut into threads of stories, ITS NOT THE SAME THING. I need to know everything single details in the story and i love it long. I used to go back home from school and check if there's any update from my friends' blog after our fun (for me) adventure together the other day. needed to know if anyone's talking about me. that was merely the agenda of a narcissist me. I used to have a friend who writes cool fictions but I don't know where she is now. hope she's doing good. I currently have a friend who can write long, on whatssap that i think she should open a blog instead. These youtube vloggers, can kindly go back to being bloggers. to cut short, i need everyone to blog so that i can go back to it everyday. ofcourse there are still, out there, but i want my friends!! to do it. 

As much as i love writing, i need to have a writing environment to keep me going. how am i gonna sustain if im the only one writing. go write, (so i can copy yours). 

isnt it pathetic to be in one sitting for 2 hours just thinking of what to write to ended up with not even a spec of dust of ideas. IM BEGGING you to help suggest me topics. it can be anything; why do i blog, how do i spend my free time, how do i learn korean, why i hate makeup, what do i even want in life when i can't even figure out what to eat, or even the story of how my ears got cut off to two. i do have dreams to make up stories though. short stories. 

wait,....where did all these ideas come from? see here's the thing, i do have ideas but i don't know if its interesting enough? 

anyway this post is quite embarrassing. its me writing about i dont know what to write. im sorry for wasting your 3 minutes. i'll not do this again.