Rezq

Salam!

rezq.

i dont think i am the best person to talk about it.....

1. so i wont. and thats how this post end. 

or if you want me to...or if u want to read my nonsense. (i'll try to make it make sense) 

2. Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah I think Allah have been so so kind to me that Allah gave me so much. Sometimes, Allah gave me soo much without me asking I started to make doa "please make it not an istidraj ya Allah". Istidraj is when Allah gave you rezq, in any form, so that you'll use it wrongly and be ungrateful so Allah will punish you. Nauzubillah. 

Allah is very very very generous and how ugly can you be if He did gave you istidraj? May Allah always love us and make us be the people of Alhamdulillah. 

Rezq is in any form. But the worldly general definition or perception of it is mostly money. You know, im not excluded, I do also think money takes up the most of the pie chart. but in fact, its everything. There isn't even a pie chart in the first place. The fact that we are still here living is a rezq. The way Allah still sends our soul back after sleeping is a rezq. The way we dont have to say "Nose, breath", it just naturally breathes for us, is a rezq. The weather, the drinks, the foods, the air, our health, our family, our good and bad days, our family, friends......the sky and the beaches we always go back to........eveything i can't count. Allah gives it every day, without us asking. Who, make dua "ya Allah pls let the sky stand still today"?, if you did, wow I adore you. But, Allah make it stand still and even make it beautiful to look at everyday. Subhanallah He's so kind. 

And, everyone has their own rezq written before we even live. If we didn't get that nice, in-front-of-the door parking spot, its just not written for us. If we didnt get the last piece of bread from the cafe, its just not for us. If we didn't get to ride the first train, you'll maybe ride on the 2nd train. when someone suddenly came up to you and give you a big soft chewy chocolate cookie which I really need right now, to you, thats your rezq! 

Thats a very simple yet very easily forgotten concept. Also, a very comforting one. 

1. As a muslim, you don't have any reason to be jealous of others' rezq  #talkingtomyself, envy is very scary it kills people. With this concept carved and buried in our heart and with the most confident to Allah, we can certainly work to be happy and make doa for others instead. Cause we know Allah have other things to give us. 

2. Sometimes, whats in our hands are not ours. Like, your 20 ringgit can be your friends' meal that day. And maybe your other kidney is someone else's. Even your blood, can be someone else's. Thats crazy. 

And, to add to the kindness of Allah, He measured everyone's rezq very perfectly He just knows how much to give. There's a reason why you got 99/100 instead of 100/100. Maybe you'll brag yourself that make ME jealous. Idk. 

I can talk so much about rezq, about Islam (i need my AA Champs) but I think this is getting incoherent i'll stop.

anywya I really hope we can see everything as a rezq, and say Alhamdulillah to everything. cause, its the key everyone. THE KEY TO LIFE: Alhamdulillah. So Allah will give us more. InshaAllah. 

And as Allah has been very kind to us, we should reciprocate it by being kind to everyone, avoid sins and do good deeds :)  Goodluck to us! may Allah help. amin.

#tryinghard