a little life update

Salam!

i saw a tweet quoting from one of the many road accident news in twitter. “Penat penat orang tu belajar cari duit kerja untuk diri sendiri kau bawak tak elok sampai mati org” -something like that. 

that makes me sad and think. 

Every single person in this world, if you look from up the space, every little dots in this world, have their own life. Have their own exciting and beautiful story Allah have planned. 

Have you ever sit somewhere and just look around the people coming and going and wondered what is their story? What kind of family they grew up in? Is she smart? Is he single? (this is not me being gatal) Hows their love life? do they have celebrity friends in their contact? whats his job? whats her job? Are they happy? are they stress? IDK. 

too many questions in my head. and too many people i dont know yet. the way each one of them have so many things going on in life as big as the biggest animal in the world (ikas paus celup tepung) but i still have no idea of, and they dont even need me in it, amazes me. lol. not that i can fix it. this cant help to not fix our perception to how small our problems actually are and how easy it is for Allah to fix it. you just need to ask from Him. cause He will never get you to it, without helping you go through it. In Shaa’ Allah. 

about the earlier tweet that i mentioned, if you look from the dunia lens, yes, its a waste of life for the victim. i dont know what kind of death will be considered not a wasted life, but certainly not one that was caused by a person. the world he’ve worked hard for, gone just by the carelessness of a stranger. But looking from akhirah lens, (and also what im grateful of doing), that was also planned perfectly by Allah. maybe his sadaqah before was accepted and reserved him a spot at the highest level of jannah. i’d “waste” my life for that. may Allah bless that victim with victory, Jannah. 

so, 

i wonder if theres anyone who look at me and be curious too. 

my life? to be honest, it has been, Alhamdulillah going normal. nothing’s on fire, a little sweeter.

oh and today’s my dad’s bday so pls pray barakah in his life. and lets continue to pray for palestine and all other countries too. and may Allah bless you life too.