time flies

Salam! (this is not about korea, im taking a break for a day lol)

if you want me to list everything i did in 2023, i will probably leave some memories out bcs my memory capacity is not that high. But what i want to say is 2023 went by so so fast. is it only me? how are we now in 2024? If its on a normal timeline, it’d be around september now. Wow. what did i do for it to go so fast….did i used it wisely?

One thing i know is, and like, the very obvious key in my 2023 is friendship. I lost and gained so many friends this year. People who left me, or l left, were both someone I really need to cut off, and someone who just dissapeared in time. Its okay, people say friends are for a season. not forever. Although im quite sad that they left, and decided to not contact me again, and made me doubt and critic myself but its okay. Not everyone likes us. I also learnt to not try too hard chasing ppl who dont care. 

on the other hand, I gained a lot of new friends too. Not that any of them became my new best friends (shoutout to my bffs) but we’re getting closer everyday that makes me feel less lonely (although im lonely everytime). So i had fun. Really. I really love making new friends now. I am still an extreme shy girl though nothing changed. But, in the middle of everything, I am being very careful and skeptical of everyone. Im still suspicious of every friends i have now at least until we friend for more than…2 years? cause you know why? first, you cant trust anyone. second, people leave easily. when youre too giving, they’ll suddenly leave. ive learnt it the (medium) hard way. and they might backstab you. third, you dont know if she’s a good friend. Nothing’s worse than picking up new toxics after successfully cutting off the toxics in life. And, your life path depends on your surroundings so its very important to have good friends. 

So, alhamdulillah for all of my friends. My internet girlfriends. 👯‍♀️ 

And…what else….ive travelled? Alhamdulillah. (please pray for me to be invited to Tanah Haram too)

I still havent got covid. Alhamdulillah. 

My family were and are all healthy. Alhamdulillah. 

I got level 5 in my Korean language test? Alhamdulillah. 

am i financially responsible in 2023? certainly nope. (impulsive at the 2nd quarter of the year but not at the end), Alhamdulillah. 

I had fun with the people i love~ and thats all that matters. 

I have no specific goals for 2024 actually. 

Im thinking of having umrah. but im not sure pls pray for me. 

I want to search for side jobs in korean language cause i dont want to waste that skill. 

or, i want to go study there. im not sure. 

i think i said this every year but i want to eat better. (but i got samyang otw right now). 

I want to be a better person in general

And….thats all? not much planned. (notice how financial responsible is not in the list) Excited for things to come. Excited for Allah’s plan. Im excited for 2024. and lets keep praying for our brothers and sisters in Palestine 🇵🇸 hoping for a free Palestine this year. 

I hope everyone had a great year. And may Allah bless your new year. and have more rezeki. be heathy. may only good things happen to everyone. which you will bcs Allah will always give the best for us. 

새해 복 많이 받고 더 좋은 모습인 저를 되도록 하겠습니다!!!