loved

movie like life really do exist guys. Ive witnessed it myself. and you really dont want to. but i learnt a lot.

i cant believe a friendship so so so long and so so so close like family have a slight chance to turn to strangers one day. It took a very hard turn in life to get to that point. without even them realizing its their last day, they were broken apart. it hurts so bad. i dont think any love break ups hurt more than this. friendship breakups are so underrated why am i crying buckets. 

they shared so much. they gave too much. they received too much. they laughed so much.they cried so much. hoping for their bright future. little did you know its their last day and they have to leave each other and pretend not to know each other by force. while the hearts are trembling crushing crying trembling, because they dont want any attention, they have to look strong and throw a fake smile to the public. how heartbreaking it is. no one knows how much it hurts, no one know how much they endured and cried except Allah. atp its one of the 7 wonders of the world.

i guess, there’s nowhere to go except to just accept and move on. their good memories will always be in their hearts (how do people just keep it in hearts?its hard) after all, it was a good one. 

when i say their life is like a movie, i really mean it. they have their ups, and downs, climax, plot twists, love, hate, depression, happiness, laughs, cries, anger everything in one. its a complete perfect movie playing since 2013 until know. I dont know which episode im in now, but for sure its towards the end. im not hoping for a perfect happy ending but the best ending. 

i really hope the best for them. 

but for those who really know me, you know which side im on.