just when i said its the last game, was when i actually became good at it?

i was playing minesweeper before bed, and as you know, the game is very morish, (i dont know if i can use that word for a game) but you just cant stop playing it. its a great game to play on train trips though (do zikir guys, its better). i loveeee that game, it really uses up all of my brain cells.

anyway, i was playing this game before bed, and as it got addicting, i said “ok, if i lose this time, im going to bed”, and right at the moment, was when i got to clear so many levels?? i was so good it doesnt stop, i didnt lose until like minutes later.

haha, nice try brain. which one are you, are you still active that you dont want to sleep so youre suddenly rolling well?? or do you want me to stop and hit the bed? you dont want to sleep, do you brain. looking at the time, well its not my bed time yet. and im not that tired.

i think its one of the brain tricks psychology thing.

hear me out, i really love my brain. it moves fast. i think a lot. i think fast. i learn fast. alhamdulillah. i sometimes got shocked with my thinking skills(?) lol. but BUT. i am so bad at spellings, i tend to mixed up letters, and i am bad at remembering names. sometimes, im too fast that i make mistakes a lot.

have you ever wonder how does this thoughts even work? like? how does brain ACTUALLY work? thoughts are invincible, and how does? brain? sort and arrange and manage thoughts?? subhanallah. its so great and magnificent Allah’s creation is. its just mind blowing. i didnt even mention feelings yet.

indeed its true that you dont have to go so far to find the signs of Allah, when you can start with the things within yourself.

so...yea